Monthly Archives: October 2016

Why does it have to be so damn sunny?

I have tears in my eyes today. Iā€™m frustrated. Maybe a little bit angry. I find myself having these fantastic fantasies about what my life should be like. Like imagining... Read More

Waiting for the magic to happen

I’ve been rather quiet lately. I’ve got lots to say, but lots more to ruminate on so I suppose I’ve been ruminating more than usual and saying less. I’ve had... Read More

Some things never change

It’s the day before we go home from Cancun and as is usually the case, I’m ready to tap my heels three times and magically be in my own home... Read More

Maybe I just need to take a damn shower

I’m laying here trying to remember the last time I showered. It might have been Friday. Last Friday. Almost five days ago. I’m not sure why this bothers me. I’ve... Read More

BethyBright… but is it a fluke?

So it’s been pretty obvious that I’ve been pretty openly struggling lately. Obsessing about the 21 days I’m supposed to get to feel good after my infusion. And wondering when... Read More

BethyDark on a sunny day

Legs were still crap today. I hung at the pool with Lani and tried to do some exercising. I came home and did laundry. I’m doing what I need to... Read More

When you need a break from your MS

I’m officially on vacation. I hate this feeling of limitation. I resist it. Then I embrace it. Then I resist it again. I’m on a yo-yo ride between thinking I... Read More

Back to reality

I am sitting in the waiting room at the car dealer while my car gets serviced and inspected. They told me two hours. They invited me to grab a beverage.... Read More

My 6 month MS-versary

Itā€™s worth stating that Iā€™ve just passed the 6 month mark post-MS diagnosis. Iā€™ve learned a ton in that time and experienced a whole new world of medical jargon, research,... Read More

And then you backslide

It’s funny. All you have to do is tell me I shouldn’t have peanut butter and jelly sandwiches as part of my attempt at the Wahls Protocol – and suddenly... Read More