Maybe I just need to take a damn shower

I’m laying here trying to remember the last time I showered. It might have been Friday. Last Friday. Almost five days ago. I’m not sure why this bothers me. I’ve... Read More

BethyBright… but is it a fluke?

So it’s been pretty obvious that I’ve been pretty openly struggling lately. Obsessing about the 21 days I’m supposed to get to feel good after my infusion. And wondering when... Read More

BethyDark on a sunny day

Legs were still crap today. I hung at the pool with Lani and tried to do some exercising. I came home and did laundry. I’m doing what I need to... Read More

When you need a break from your MS

I’m officially on vacation. I hate this feeling of limitation. I resist it. Then I embrace it. Then I resist it again. I’m on a yo-yo ride between thinking I... Read More

Back to reality

I am sitting in the waiting room at the car dealer while my car gets serviced and inspected. They told me two hours. They invited me to grab a beverage.... Read More

My 6 month MS-versary

It’s worth stating that I’ve just passed the 6 month mark post-MS diagnosis. I’ve learned a ton in that time and experienced a whole new world of medical jargon, research,... Read More

And then you backslide

It’s funny. All you have to do is tell me I shouldn’t have peanut butter and jelly sandwiches as part of my attempt at the Wahls Protocol – and suddenly... Read More

Bethy kind of bright? Ish?

I don’t know why I’m so hesitant to write this down. Well. I guess I actually do. It’s the whole curse of “loving my life out loud” that has haunted... Read More

So who’s this Dr. Wahl’s and what’s with her protocol?

I made a new friend last week. Well, a friend of a friend but now a friend to me. Her name is Annie and her girlfriend has MS. My old... Read More

On crying

If you know me at all, you know I don’t do it very often. I used to watch Grey’s Anatomy with the express intention of crying my eyes out because... Read More