I’ve written before about how bad I am at optimism. I know it’s nothing to be proud of. I know our thoughts have a direct impact on our lives and... Read More

Hope is a funny thing. If you’re me, you avoid it because you hold a fundamental philosophy about life that states that if one prepares for the worst possible outcome,... Read More

Quick update. So, that whole positive things are looking up I’m getting my new walking drug update that I just posted yesterday? Someone made a mistake.  There was an error... Read More

They really like me! Well. That’s probably going a bit far but I got this in the mail today: Of course, I have no actual idea how I actually go... Read More

Color me informed. Many of you know that I’ve recently started taking Provigil (modafinil) for my MS-related fatigue. The drug isn’t technically approved for this use. It is technically approved... Read More

Learning the difference between feeling like I can do things and actually doing them and feeling the after effects is my current situation. Provigil makes me FEEL like I can... Read More

OK. My mind is officially blown. I heard this week that my insurance appeal was denied. My doctor is trying a second level appeal but they aren’t hopeful. I find... Read More

My life has become a chemistry experiment. I mean, on one hand, I guess that’s better than my life being a never ending loop of sleeping, working, trying to watch... Read More

In the battle of provigil vs baclofen…One wakes me up. One knocks me out… Provigil is winning. I’m wide awake. It’s 4AM. And beginning to panic about the wasted day... Read More

I took my first dose of Provigil today. I’m not sure I loved it. I felt kind of tingly and buzzy all day. Of course, I sort of forgot to... Read More