All posts by: Bethy

The impossible dream

I’ve been having a tough time these last few weeks, as most of you already know. I’ve experienced a worsening of my major symptoms (walking, weakness, balance, spasticity and pain)... Read More

Is this thing on?

I’ve been struggling, friends, on so many levels that I’m almost not sure where to begin with this post. The struggle is multi-layered, of course, because you wouldn’t expect an... Read More

Dreams

In my dreams I can walk. It’s funny because I’m aware that it’s a surprising fact, while I’m dreaming, meaning to say that it’s not like I’m dreaming of my... Read More

This is my life now

It’s been a while. I keep thinking to myself…You really should write something. You really should take the time to get your thoughts on a page – figure something out.... Read More

Remembering happy time

We used to call it Happy Time, those few hours after work on a Friday, sometimes on another random day if we’d had a worse time of it than usual... Read More

The seesaw of that MS life

I have to be honest. I’ve been having trouble writing, this is a full-on truth that I cannot deny but while some of my challenge is definitely mental, a good... Read More

I’m haunted by steps

In my new, re-focused approach to having multiple sclerosis, I’ve been trying to keep myself motivated by focusing on small steps. I mean that quite literally. Small steps seem to... Read More

Is everything old new again?

Once the time came around back then when I was able to leave my house without falling to pieces at the first pity look from a stranger, I started to... Read More

Bethy Bright and Dark 2.0

Here’s the thing about putting all your business on the Internet (as my mother calls what I do)…it means when bad things happen you feel compelled to share the news... Read More

Who knew I needed a swan?

Most of you know that May is the month of my very many doctor appointments. In fact, I pretty much have a visit with some doctor every single week in... Read More