Let’s try this again
When I started to write this post, it went sideways. I wanted to be honest about the way I’m struggling, all the times I cried, how frustrated I am by... Read More
Random thoughts from an elderly shut in: Volume: 527
Well, it’s probably not exactly 527 but it’s gotta be close by this time, so while I sit here with no power and nothing to distract me but my dying... Read More
Welcome aboard The Struggle Bus
When last we spoke, things weren’t looking so good over here in the land of bright and dark. Now, I fully realize that most of you don’t come to this... Read More
Testing 1…2…3
The thing about being tested is you can prepare all you want but the Universe probably has her own ideas about how things are going to roll. You’ve probably gone... Read More
Inspiration or desperation
I’ve had a really bad couple of days. I could feel it coming in the parts of me that hurt worse when a bad day is looming. I could see... Read More
And then she rested
I like to play a little game sometimes now that I’m in my post-Lemtrada recovery period. I call this game Recovering or Just Lazy: You Be the Judge. While I’m... Read More
I’m so very sorry
The thing is, I’m really not sorry. I mean I am sorry but I don’t want to be sorry. I wish I could stop myself from feeling sorry because it’s... Read More
Sometimes life is rather relentless
As it turns out, having multiple sclerosis doesn’t exempt any of us from the relentlessness of life. When it feels like you’re stuck in a fugue state of one bad... Read More
The Story of Day 3
Day three is in the bag. No more gagging on handfuls of nasty-tasting pills a couple of times tomorrow. That last handful of Prednisone I took earlier this evening had... Read More
To P or not to P: That is the question.
via GIPHY That’s an actual representation of me trying to sleep last night. I didn’t know when this whole MS adventure started back in December of 2015 that I would... Read More