I’ve been deep in it y’all. In my feelings. In the dark. In the angsty weeds. I’ve already had the mid-life crisis we’re all told to expect but this has... Read More

I wrote this in my journal in 2021 and I read it again tonight and it made me think how relevant it still is so I’m going to copy and... Read More

Wow. It’s been a long time. I don’t think I’ve ever not written words for this blog or even just for myself for this long before. I wish I could... Read More

More like everything old is old again, if I’m honest. I’m back at the beginning. A very fine place to start, or so said Fraulein Maria, but I’m almost certain... Read More

I’ve been putting off writing this post for a while now. And now that I’m finally writing it, and on my phone of all things, I’m not sure how eloquent... Read More

And it’s good to know. I mean, I was haunted by the idea that I’d find out what it felt like for my baclofen pump settings to be too high... Read More

Hey friends. This is just a quick note to let folks know that I am back in the hospital for a while and am having difficulty writing (typing really) on... Read More

It’s been a rough couple of days up in here in the land of BBAD. I feel like way too many of my posts start with those words lately but... Read More

This summer wasn’t my favorite. I mean, summer in general isn’t usually my favorite but this one sucked more than usual. That’s probably the result of my multiple sclerosis which... Read More

I’ve been having a tough time these last few weeks, as most of you already know. I’ve experienced a worsening of my major symptoms (walking, weakness, balance, spasticity and pain)... Read More